I've stared at this blank canvas for a good amount of time and I have yet found the words to describe these emotional glass shields I have started putting up around me.
Life currently is a streamline blend of good and bad and chalk full of uncertainties and new discoveries of one self. Drinking soda whilst watching a friend attempt to light a cigarette at 3am in the morning by the beach, hanging out with strangers, not knowing my summer plans, shift of power within the work space, working my tail off...etc etc all make up for an very adventurous and not boring life.
I'm starting to realize that I have a wild side, a careless side, a side that doesn't give a fuck about consequences and is willing to do whatever I please. This self liberation is quite refreshing and surprisingly gives myself a whole new perspective of self confidence. So, yes, whilst life is crazy, I still like myself and what I am doing. If only I can find out about that darn conference soon, and whip out the motivation to study hard.
